Nowhere near enough
I do want something to kick me around, but only because I feel it would give me more of maybe a "rush", if that's one way to describe it. I have a double barrel 20 guage that at least gives me a little feel in the shoulder, perhaps I should pull it out this weekend!
I see you are in Plainfield I'm in Avon. I have a Kel-Tec KSG you can shoot sometime. It is a very fun gun and it has a crazy kick with 12g slugs. I'm not sure where you normally shoot but I'm always up for shooting things other than paper targets. I normally go to MCFG and can only shoot paper or steel plate there with pistol cal or shotguns. If you have a place to shoot big guns I have plenty of toys.